Broken Heart

My heart,

My broken, shattered heart,

is damaged,

far beyond any repair could fix.

I’ve given my heart,

Not only to one,

But to many.

My friends,

My family.

To the ones I love.

The ones I love,

Whether they are

Male, female, black, white,

Near, far, family, friends,

I trust them.

I trust them with my heart,

my soul

and sometimes,

my life.

Some though don’t care.

They don’t care that I gave them my heart.

They don’t care that I spend

countless hours worrying,

afraid that I will never see them again.

They take the heart

that I have so painstakingly given to them,

throw it on the ground

and leave it there to rot.

I want to say that I forgot

all the people that have crushed my heart.

But saying this would be

a rather large lie.

Each of these people are still in my heart.

I have never quite let go.

Every day,

every hour,

every minute,

I am constantly reminded

of how simple words can hurt so much.

I don’t want your sympathy,

I don’t want a Hallmark card,

all I want

is to forget.

Hey...

Hi. Well, i think im single...im not really that sure haha. IN ANY EVENT...so i broke up with drummer boy yesterday. I just havent been feeling the same way lately, and i thought it would be best if we went our separate ways. I think were still friends, but who knows.

The reason i dont rly kno if im single or not is because the guy i like likes me back and he told me and i told him and idk if youd call us bf and gf, but eh wateve.

its cool, hes not short. the first person ive liked whos not short. i feel like ive accomplished something. lol. i really like this guy, and if all goes well either i will be asking him out or he will be asking me. lol. wish me luck!

ttyl
erin

I know its love

You know its love.
You don't know quite why,
but you know its true.
You get that feeling.
That bubbly feeling.
The feeling we all long to experience
When you pass him,
all you can do is smile.
Your face turns cherry red
as he looks at you in math.
You think about him day
and night.
You swoon over his every word,
longing someday that he will be yours.
That you will be able to fly among clouds with him,
hand in hand.
That you will stroll along a beach,
off in the Caribbean, just talking.
All you want is a conversation.
Something to acknowledge that you're there.
Something to show that he knows your name.
What if that day came?
If he told you he loved you?
If you flew among the clouds.
Cherishing every moment of everyday
that you can call him yours.
That you can turn to your friends,
point to him and say,
"I love him"
You'd get that feeling.
That bubbly feeling.
The feeling you love to experience,
and now that he is yours,
you can.

Dancing the night away

Hey there people. Today is the dance that drummer boy and i are going to. im so excited!!! im finally going to be able to spend some time with him. I never get to spend time with him, i only have one class with him, and we sit no where near eachother. well ill tell you guys how tonight turns out!!!

*sigh*

*sigh* hes so awesome
I think about him all the time.
i cant seem to get his lovely face out of my brain.
he said he loves me. multiple times.
ive said i love him. many times.
we love each other and thats that.
this is from Nightworld Book 2- Soulmate

"She was with he flying companion-her playmate. The one who was sacred to her, who was the other half of the mysteries of life for her. The one who would always be there for her, helping her, watching her back, picking her up when she fell down, listening to her stories-no matter how many times she told them. Loving her even when she was stupid. Understanding her without words. Being inside the innermost circle in her mind. Her soulmate."

i love him

I will ask him to the dance (sorry Keshia!!!) if he doesnt ask me first.
but that all depends.
We love eachother. its so sweet. ive never been really in love before. i thought i was, , but to have someone love you back makes the feeling all that much stronger.
I love him.
its the first thing i think of when i wake up now.
the first thing i think of when i go to sleep.
I love him