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June 29, 2010

Broken Heart

My heart,

My broken, shattered heart,

is damaged,

far beyond any repair could fix.

I’ve given my heart,

Not only to one,

But to many.

My friends,

My family.

To the ones I love.

The ones I love,

Whether they are

Male, female, black, white,

Near, far, family, friends,

I trust them.

I trust them with my heart,

my soul

and sometimes,

my life.

Some though don’t care.

They don’t care that I gave them my heart.

They don’t care that I spend

countless hours worrying,

afraid that I will never see them again.

They take the heart

that I have so painstakingly given to them,

throw it on the ground

and leave it there to rot.

I want to say that I forgot

all the people that have crushed my heart.

But saying this would be

a rather large lie.

Each of these people are still in my heart.

I have never quite let go.

Every day,

every hour,

every minute,

I am constantly reminded

of how simple words can hurt so much.

I don’t want your sympathy,

I don’t want a Hallmark card,

all I want

is to forget.

June 1, 2010

Hey...

Hi. Well, i think im single...im not really that sure haha. IN ANY EVENT...so i broke up with drummer boy yesterday. I just havent been feeling the same way lately, and i thought it would be best if we went our separate ways. I think were still friends, but who knows.

The reason i dont rly kno if im single or not is because the guy i like likes me back and he told me and i told him and idk if youd call us bf and gf, but eh wateve.

its cool, hes not short. the first person ive liked whos not short. i feel like ive accomplished something. lol. i really like this guy, and if all goes well either i will be asking him out or he will be asking me. lol. wish me luck!

ttyl
erin

May 16, 2010

SO MUCH TO TELL YOU!!!!!

Oh wow. I have soo much to tell you guys!!!!

Well....Ill start at the beginning...

So on friday i woke up and 5:45 (due to non-sleep-age) and finished packing then posted a short thingy. My dad then drove me to school and I got there at like 8:10. I ran up to my locker and but my carry-on into it then dropped off my under-bus-luggage in the auditorium where we were instructed to put it. At around 8:55 all band and chorus members were called down to the auditorium to get our luggage checked and load buses. But since i was an equipment manager, i had to get my stuff from the auditorium and after it was checked, i was the one (along with about 1o others) who loaded the luggage under the charter buses. I wouldve been okay with this except for the face that i was wearing flats which produced painful blisters on my feet after about 15 minuets. Wat fun. And it was also around....oh say....200 bags of luggage AND 100 instruments (thats NOT including percussion). ALL the luggage had to be moved about 500 ft to the sidewalk from the door exiting the cafeteria (where the bags were getting checked). After that, the charter buses rode up to the sidewalk and after everyone but the equipment managers were on the buses, we then had to place all the luggage and instruments under the bus in those largish compartments. That was fun, ill have to admit. :) All of that was about a 2 hour operation, so by the time we left the school, it was like 11:00 i think. One and a half hours into the ride we stopped at a rest stop to get food and walk around. This was where it got exciting.

So i was sitting with some friends, and Italian and i went over to see Darque cuz we havent in a while. Drummer boy was conviently standing next (near) him. Italian kept elbowing me in the arm trying to get me to hug Drummer Boy. After we finished talking to Darque, we each went to sit with different people. I then figured out that Drummer Boy was eating his lunch about 3 tables away from mine, so he was both in ear-shot and eye sight. KESHIA then kept telling me to go hug him. i decided that i was going to hug him then and so i was figuring out a plan. I then put my plan into motion.

So i walked over to his table, right? And i tap him on the back a few times (like i always do) to get his attention. he turns around i tell him to stand up. He asks why a few times, and i just kept saying "I want to see sumthin" FINALLY he stood up, but he wasnt facing me. "ah wat the hell" i say to myself and wrap my arms around him in a hug. All his friends chuckled (hehe drummer boy is also chuckles haha) while i was doing this, but i could care less at that moment. i unlatched my arms and patted him on the back and swiftly he sat down. laughing to myself, i walked back to my seat, beaming with pure joy. That was a great start to a fun trip.

SO. After that event and getting back on the buses, we rode the other hour and a half to hershey and got there with a TON of time to spare. (BTW, all that time i was texting drummer boy) so we talk and stuff then we unload instruments then we play. After the 8th grade band was done performing, it was time for Jazz Band to perform. Both Drummer Boy and keshia are in jazz band so i was excited to see this. they started and after a few minuets my friend leans over and asks if id like to move over so that i could see Drummer Boy better on drum set. i agreed and we moved over a section where i had a clear view of the drum set. YAY!!! apparently he saw me when i moved over. i could sorta tell cuz he was smiling; A LOT. haha. So yah. Then we loaded the buses and went back to the hotel for a pasta party. it was actually really fun! during that there was a tad mis-conception which lead to another hug from drummer boy. Pasta party ended and we hugged yet again saying bye for the night :D I stayed up til bout 2:00 on sat morning and then FINALLY fell asleep.

Saturday morning i woke up at 6 (yes, only 4 hours of sleep) and waited and started to re-pack as my friend got her shower. After i showered, she dried my hair (idk why, she offered and i wasnt gonna let up an offer like that) and we finished packing. After we were all packed and cleaned and so forth, friends from another room across the hall came over and we talked til bout 7:45 then we went down to breakfast.

When i finished breakfast, i waited a few minuets then went over and sat with drummer boy and his friends. they are all such creeps! they kept trying to take a picture of us two! weird much? lol. ANYWAYZ. We left the dinning hall thingy and drummer boy and i walked up the stairs to get to our rooms, hugged again when i had to go :D

then when we got to the park, i had fun, went on roller coasters and screamed.

then it was time for the award ceremony. before it started, our director had to pick two people to represent the 7th grade band. he chose me (!!!) and one of my other friends. that was awesome. while walking to the arena, Keshia told me that drummer boy was mad at her. i was wondering if that was true, so i went up and asked him. when i was talking, he was looking at his feet. that really annoys me (word to the wise, dont do that again drummer boy) and he usually doesnt do that. he also was sorta ignoring me. of corse, that might have just been me, but still. it really aggravates me when im trying to talk to my boyfriend who i havent seen all day and he ignores me. so we went and the awards cermony went on and stuff, yadda yadda yadda then i tried to talk to him. that didnt really go as i planned. i planned to tell him that he was sorta ignoring me and annoying me and when i said that i was hoping to hear that he was sorry and was just tired. or something along those lines. when i was talking to him, his eyes were glued to his feet. they wernt that interesting!!! i mean, and im not gonna lie, but my eyes are MUCH more interesting than his shoes. sry drummer boy. i tried to turn his head to face me by moving his chin, but all his friends around him thought i was gonna kiss him so one of em walked inbetween us, therefore turning drummer boy's head back to his lovely shoes. i gave up then and got really emotional. tears streamed down my face and my eyes turned bloodshot. not very pretty. my friends were all concerned and took some action. i thought drummer boy was mad at me, so i tried texting him and calling him a few times, all of which were unsuccessful. then my friend sent him a text and got a response. it said he wasnt mad at me and that he would hug me later when we saw eachother again. thank god. i was still shaky, but i was okay and i still had a boyfriend.

later on i asked him why keshia thought he was mad at her. he said that she gave him a flower and told him to give it so me (btw, that was so nice of you keshia, but you could've ruined our relationship) he later told me that he had no way of keeping the flower in tack and not squished. but he also said that he he could've kept it in tact, he might've given it to me. and i find that so sweet.

we left the park, got back to the school, unloaded everything, put all instruments back in the band room and PRESTO! we were DONE. D-O-N-E.

it was soooooo long, tiring, exciting, fun, and awesome.

thanks for actually READING all of this lol!

ttyl!
erin

April 30, 2010

alrighty...

u kno what rele annoys me? the fact that certain people are trying to tell me how to run my relationship. okay, so i was talking to a friend, right? and i told her that i was mad tht we werent having full grade lunch today (cuz of this standerdized test thingy) and i was mad cuz drummer boy said that i could sit wit him and his friends at lunch. wen i told this to my friend, she was all "your asking too much of him." i mean rele, weve been 'going out' for almost two months!!!!!! how the hell can sitting with my bf be asking 'too much'???????? it makes nooooooooo sense. another friend thinks that too. they are trying to tell me how to run my relationship when they. have. never. been. in. one. its soooo annoying!!! i asked if it was okay with drummer boy if i sat with him and his friends at lunch, he said it was okay with him. my friend was all "he probably doesnt wanna make u mad by saying no." i mean rele people. its my life, i can run it the way i choose. i still wouldnt mind a dance or a hug, but im willing to wait. my friends dont understand that. they think tht just cuz i asked for a dance or asked for a hug ONCE that i will nevr let him get away without one. i am a paitent person, and i am willing to wait for drummer boy to be okay with hugging me or dancing with me. i really dont care if it happens next september. i am willing to wait for someone i love so much.





the reason i didnt mention names is cuz if that person reads my blog, and i doubt they do, they know xactaly who they are and will question me all day long. thats y. i just wanted to express my opinion cuz i cant share this info with my other friends cuz she will tell the ppl i was talking about what i said about them. did that make sense? if you have my # and wanna kno who they are, just txt me. ill tell u. unless your one of them,.......

April 27, 2010

Teen Girls Daybook- week 11

Date... Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Starting time... 5:38 PM
Mood... exhausted
Outside my window... the sun is shining and the birds are chirping
I'm thinking... about my band project
I'm reading... Need
I'm listening to... myself typing
I'm wearing... jeans and a purple t-shirt
Yesterday, I... stayed after school for a band marching thingy
I'm excited for... Sunday...possible Yankee tickets!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sad because... I havent called Drummer boy since last monday
I'm hungry for... nothing, i just had pretzels
The song stuck inside my head is... toxic by brittany spears. (it was on the radio)
I want... to be done with my band project. its taking so long!
I love... pretzels and peanut butter together...YUM
I loathe... cream cheese. YUCK
This week, my goal is... to hug drummer boy
Did I meet last week's goal?... yes i did and im almost done!!!!!
Ending time... 5:42 PM




oh and for the three of you that read this, give drummer boy some words of courage below this so that he gets up enough courage to hug me ;) luv ya drummer boy

April 20, 2010

Teen Girls Daybook- week 10, trip, and....DRUMMER BOY!!!!

Date... Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Starting time... 5:07 PM
Mood... HYPER!!!!! (i had 32 oz of caffeine.....mwahahah! *smirks*)
Outside my window... the sun is shining bright!!!
I'm thinking... about how i need to start my final band project!!!
I'm reading... Stake That! (plz dont ask)
I'm listening to... silence.....no.....me typing and the sound of an airplane going over my house.
I'm wearing... socks, angles jeans, aero blue t-shirt, a sailors bracelet, 3 hair ties on my wrist and a bandage around my ankle. (i twisted it)
Yesterday, I... stayed after school to practice a marching thingy with a *SELECT* group for a song for band
I'm excited for... tomorrow! chamber groups with drummer boy and darque! (no i dont like darque :P hes a good friend tho)
I'm sad because... im not sad!!!
I'm hungry for... nothing!! i just had a piece of pizza, a coke and 3 munchkins!
The song stuck inside my head is... bla bla bla by Ke$ha
I want... to crochet!!!!
I love... my boyfriend!!! he's awesome and i love him to death!!!!!
I loathe... regular pencils. the tip always breaks or gets dull.
This week, my goal is... to START my final band project
Did I meet last week's goal?... YAH!!!! i didnt act like a b**** at all!!!!!
Ending time... 5:15 PM




Okay....sooooo........today i went with my whole 7th grade class to a science museum near where i live and OMG it was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! there were soooo many cool things there and it was soooo neat!!! they had animals (yes, in a SCIENCE museum) like turtles and snakes and fish!!! they also had all these cool exhibits. DAMNIT i was going to say something else..........uuuuhhhmmmmmmm............................................. OH!!! there was this really cool part that had all these like brain teasers thingys and it was awesome! cant u tell that im really really hyper?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? lol!!!


this was one of the cool exhibit thingys!!!


look!! its a cool blow fish thingy!!!



i also stayed after today for a yearbook club party. it was AWESOME! there was pizza and munchkins!!! hahah. we wrote all over the board in the room and i took some pictures... here....











i would also like to talk about my AWESOMELY AWESOME boyfriend!!!! hes so sweet, so nice and hes...well.... AWESOMELY AWESOME!!! hahahaha. how did i get soooo lucky???? how??? hehehe. i love him soo much!!! hes so awesome. ily drummer boy!!!! hehee. tehe. lol. rotfl. rotflmao. rotflmfao. rotflmfaoqxzw... and so on and so forth. LOL!!!!

c yas!!!












YEARBOOK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(that was our slogan :P)



April 13, 2010

Teen Girls Daybook- week 9

Date... Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Starting time... 7:36 PM
Mood... sad but happy but disappointed and confused.
Outside my window... its drizzling a little bit
I'm thinking... about drummer boy
I'm reading... uprising and the diary of anne frank.
I'm listening to... rude boy by rihanna
I'm wearing... lei jeans and an aeropastal shirt.
Yesterday, I... had a concert for senior citizens.
I'm excited for... hm......possibly sunday, im not sure yet though....
I'm sad because... uhm....id rather not say.
I'm hungry for... shrimp.
The song stuck inside my head is... rude boy
I want... id also rather not say. :)
I love... my boyfriend, drummer boy, and i love him with all my heart.
I loathe... loud, obnoxious trumpet players.
This week, my goal is... to not act like a b**** to certain people i love.
Did I meet last week's goal?... i dont know :( she didnt finish grading everything yet.
Ending time... 7:48 PM

April 10, 2010

jazz festival PLUS dance

hey there interwebz!!!!!!!
yesterday night was so much fun!!!!!!
so at 6:15 i left my house and went to the jazz festival (i went with Italian) to see Drummer Boy play in the jazz band. There were many other schools there other than our middle school and the highschool, but Italian and I just watched the high school jazz band and the middle school jazz band. When that ended it was about 7:30 and Italian and I wernt really going to do anything else that night so we decided to go to the dance since the doors are open til 8. so we went there and me, Italian, Lady Gaga and Crazy hung out for the night. i actually danced!!!!!!!
today i have softball at 3...what fun. so does keshia, but shes not on my team.
OH. Keshia was at the jazz festival as well!!! shes in our middle school jazz band.
Good job Keshia!!!! you guys sounded great!!!!!!

April 6, 2010

i know why im sad now...

Hey there.
In the daybook below, it says that im not rele sad.
i now am.
drummer boy cant make it to the school dance on friday!!!
im sad now.
maybe ill go to the performance that hes playing at.
that would be cool, wouldnt it?
keshia is in it too, so i guess she wouldnt be at the dance anyway.
but rele, if he isnt there, theres rele no reason for me to go.
:-/
ill think about it.

ttyl
erin

April 5, 2010

running

hey there. just got back from track... we mostly worked on form and starts. they started to time us.... AHHHH! i got 17.5 (i think!!!) on my 100 m, but i know i can be faster. its just cuz we just finished spring break, PLUS Easter was yesterday. So ya.....

Drummer Boy is awesome as always. OHHHH..... i dont think he know that its been a month that we have been together!! better text him now!!!

Byeas

Erin!!!

March 26, 2010

I know its love

You know its love.
You don't know quite why,
but you know its true.
You get that feeling.
That bubbly feeling.
The feeling we all long to experience
When you pass him,
all you can do is smile.
Your face turns cherry red
as he looks at you in math.
You think about him day
and night.
You swoon over his every word,
longing someday that he will be yours.
That you will be able to fly among clouds with him,
hand in hand.
That you will stroll along a beach,
off in the Caribbean, just talking.
All you want is a conversation.
Something to acknowledge that you're there.
Something to show that he knows your name.
What if that day came?
If he told you he loved you?
If you flew among the clouds.
Cherishing every moment of everyday
that you can call him yours.
That you can turn to your friends,
point to him and say,
"I love him"
You'd get that feeling.
That bubbly feeling.
The feeling you love to experience,
and now that he is yours,
you can.

March 22, 2010

Drummer Boy and Phantom

Hiya!
I'm so happy. Im joyus, yet also sad at the same time.
Today was the FINAL performance of our play. thats why im sad. it was so much fun! i think im gonna do pit orchestra next year. idk.

yet on the other hand, i got to go to Drummer Boy's band! I skipped spanish cuz i had a sub, and went to band instead of yucky spanish.
his band is soooooo much better than mine. the difference is literally NIGHT AND DAY. i also got to hear him on the drum set, hes so good! i've told him that about 20 million times, but hes sooo good, and i cant get that out of my mind! hes also so sweet, and nice, and he cares. im so sorry whoever is reading this. but hes so awesome and i cant believe im lucky enough to be his girlfriend. i dont think i have ever, EVER been this happy in my entire life. you really dont know how it feels to love until you are loved in return.

im also kinda mad because its RAINING. STUPID STUPID RAIN. today is---sorry WAS--- the 1st day of track season. now 2moro is the 1st day. FRICKIN RAIN. GO AWAY. WE ALREADY GOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!

i think thats it. lol.

byeas!!!!!

ttyl
erin

March 19, 2010

Plays, boyfriends and awesomeness

Hey there people!!!
Today is the play! I'm so excited!! I'm going over to Italian's house tonight to eat dinner then we"ll go to the school and get ready and PERFORM!!! Im sooooo excited!!!!!!!! Im not really nervous though because i did the play last year, and i am so much more used to it now. lol.
second of all, my boyfriend is AWESOME. hes so nice and kind and im so happy hes mine. im like the happiest and luckiest girl in the whole wide world!!! hes so funny, and i know that no matter what happens between us, we will always, ALWAYS be friends.
one last thing,
Follow your heart
Trust your instincts
and Live your LIFE

March 13, 2010

i didnt really dance...

Hey there. Well, heres what happened at the dance...
so at first we just said hi to eachother when we walked by eachother.
then i went up and talked to him and we talked...then he accused me of having spies. (NOT TRUE, and he was jking) but it did kinda seam like it cuz everywhere we walked, one of my friends was there. hey, its not my fault i have a lot of friends.
so yah...he said he would dance with me, that never really happened. he later told me that he was just nervous, i can completely understand. like i was a little nervous too, but i got over that feeling. so he owes me a dance. lol. at the end of the dance, when everyone was leaving, (this is gonna sound weird, so if you dont wanna read any further, please dont) i was like talking to him, and i had to go, so i asked something along these lines,
"Since you didnt dance with me, could i at least have a hug?"
he said no, but later said that he was just really REALLY nervous. he said he would've hugged me if he wasnt so nervous. that fact, that he didnt hug me, brought me down a little, not much, but then i stepped into his shoes, and i understood. i forgave him, and weve been texting eachother all day today, even though we were both at rehersal! (hes in the orchestra, im in the chorus) hes so nice though, and i know he loves me, i just have to find a way to make him un-nervous. idk how the heck im gonna do that.
well, ttyl
erin

March 12, 2010

Dancing the night away

Hey there people. Today is the dance that drummer boy and i are going to. im so excited!!! im finally going to be able to spend some time with him. I never get to spend time with him, i only have one class with him, and we sit no where near eachother. well ill tell you guys how tonight turns out!!!

March 8, 2010

yes Yes YES

Ok so i asked drummer boy to the dance that my skool is holding on friday. at first i brought my friends with me, but then realized that was so not the right thing to do. he was acting like he couldnt hear me or something(he later told me that he was just nervous with my friends there) so i finally built up enough courage to ask him, with out friends clinging onto my every word, and no surprise, HE SAID YES!!! is was a little hesitant, be as i said, he was nervous. so i dont blame him. i have been floating on cloud nine ever since that one word. "Yes"

March 7, 2010

*sigh*

*sigh* hes so awesome
I think about him all the time.
i cant seem to get his lovely face out of my brain.
he said he loves me. multiple times.
ive said i love him. many times.
we love each other and thats that.
this is from Nightworld Book 2- Soulmate

"She was with he flying companion-her playmate. The one who was sacred to her, who was the other half of the mysteries of life for her. The one who would always be there for her, helping her, watching her back, picking her up when she fell down, listening to her stories-no matter how many times she told them. Loving her even when she was stupid. Understanding her without words. Being inside the innermost circle in her mind. Her soulmate."

March 6, 2010

i love him

I will ask him to the dance (sorry Keshia!!!) if he doesnt ask me first.
but that all depends.
We love eachother. its so sweet. ive never been really in love before. i thought i was, , but to have someone love you back makes the feeling all that much stronger.
I love him.
its the first thing i think of when i wake up now.
the first thing i think of when i go to sleep.
I love him

He is way better than runner or flip

Hey, drummer boy, is waaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy better than runner or flip a.k.a midgety trumpeter. He isn't a jerk, he is totally nice, he is really talented (think the only drummer in jazz band who is in 7th grade) and he is smart. Does he really call u his girl friend? then ASK HIM OUT! cuz, if u like him then u will. i dare u.

alright people.

ill tell the world wide web how i knows he likes me.
1- he TOLD ME
2- he texts me every waking hour (i love that)
3- he keeps saying how happy he is
4- who wouldnt like me? jk. but seriously, he does like me
5- he refers to me as his girlfriend

and u know what keshia? can you tell me what you have against short people??? why are you so mad at me for having a thing for short people? can anyone pleasssseeee answer this.